shutterspeeed (with 3 e's)
Built this inside of a teeny tiny garage :)
On a music video set with my lovelies today
Tartelettes at figaro bistro
Get really excited when I find caneles.
At figaro bistro with @lisdye. And me just being me. (Taken with instagram)
Green smoothing (Taken with instagram)
Baaaanchhan (Taken with instagram)
Fruits of our labor (kind of) (Taken with instagram)
That went pretty well… (Taken with instagram)
A nice Saturday treat :3
recently a lot of people have been asking me if i’m ready to see other people.
jt asked me the same thing today, and after i ranted on about some things, i ended it with, “but i realized that i haven’t forgiven myself still.”  he asked me, for what?  and i answered, “for letting things come to this.  for letting myself get hurt.  for falling so in love with a scumbag asshole.”  and jt threw his hands up in the air and with much excitement in his voice reprimanded me.  he told me that it’s no good.  ”how were you supposed to know?  he was like, what, your first real boyfriend, real relationship, right?  how were you supposed to know that what he was doing was bad and that you should leave him?  sucks that it happened, but how else would you know if something like that didn’t happen somewhere along the way?  you know, when i was dating jessica i thought love was this wonderful thing and that it will conquer all, and i let her cheat on me twice.  twice!  and i stayed with her for 6 months after that trying to forgive her because i thought, ‘wow we are so lucky to have found each other among all seven billion people in the world!’  but you know what, i don’t know seven billion people.  i only know like thirty people around me, and if i moved to another country i’ll find someone there.  but you know, people want to feel like that, like they’ve found that one person out of all the billions of people in the world.” 
and he ended with something like ‘we’re young.  we should be happy and having fun everyday.  if someone that you’re with doesn’t make you happy for a week straight, you  shouldn’t be with them.”
you know, at one point i thought i was so lucky too, and i thought he felt the same way.  and i still think love is a wonderful thing, and i won’t stop being hopeful that not everyone in the world just wants to “get it in.”  i mean, there’s gotta be people like me out there and even the people who just wants to get their dick wet gotta get tired at some point too, no?  
and this is just soooooOOoOoOOoOoooOOo precious, no?
i miss yew bmitchell!
my friend lis is staying over and i was showing her old set photos :O and found this!
and realized that there are so many pictures of me eating on set……. =_= but i work really hard, trust.
GUYS I JUST WALKED NEXT TO JOSEPH GORDON LEVITT

They are filming “untitled film with joseph gordon levitt and scarlett johanson” at lacc :O he’s really buff and has the nicest butt I’ve seen in a pair of khakis. Dayum son.

goodbye library that i rarely studied in
cuz film school (2nd floor PD lab & editing suites) is where i trolled at.
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